Why did you leave? It hurt so much. I never thought it would be you. It rained that day, and I felt that the whole world was crying. But I wasn't. I tried to stay strong for the others but ended up hurting more in the end.
I see your grandsons and think how they and the future grandchildren will never know you. They will never know how you loved to play golf, how you used to wake us up by whistling as loud as you could, or how your truck could play tunes with the horn. But I guess that's mine and my sister's job now. I wonder how much my kids will look like you since I do so much.
I often think about what life would be like if you were still here. Very different I assume. We're very happy now. Not that we weren't then, but life goes on and I am trying to. Twelve years and six days later, I'm more than twice the age I was then and still grieve. You still live in my heart, no matter how much you hurt me or our family. I love you Daddy.
thanks massu.
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Hi! I was searching on the web and I saw your pictures on google.com. I thought you were very pretty and having seeing your cute haircut it made me want to cut mine! I was reading your "A letter I never thought I would write" it was amazing. It touched my heart so much, it seems like love involves pain. When youlove someone so much you really don't care if their happiness involves you, you just want them to be happy. I am only seventeen, and I am also having a baby on the way. It's not how my little kids dream turned out to be. But I am in love with the dad and I couldn't ask for more. I just think I always want my baby to have everything I didn't, but yes to a certain limit. I am not trying to sit here and tell you my whole life story, I JUST thought you should know youre writing amazes me. I hope god blesses you with a job, and I hope everything goes okay for you. Write back if you would like to talk back n forth. You deserve a great rest of the year and I hope you will get everything. God bless you.-Jenna
Posted by: Jenna Gibson at September 17, 2005 08:27 PM
Change is the defect of things below.
Our brightest morn often ends in storm.
Summer's radiance gives place to winter's gloom.
The smiling flower soon lies withered.
The babbling brook is soon a parched channel.
The friend who smiled, smiles
no more friendly welcomes.
Bereavement weeps where once the
family beamed with domestic joy.
Gardens wither into deserts.
Babylons crumble into unsightly ruins.
On all things a sad inscription writes . . .
fleeting!
transient!
vanishing!
Time flaps a ceaseless wing, and from
its wings, decay and death drop down.
But Jesus sits high above all this. He is 'the
same yesterday, and today, and forever.'
Jesus cannot change. He is as constant as
He is great. As surely as He ever lives, so
surely He ever lives the same. He sits on
the calm throne of eternal serenity!
The love of Jesus is in perpetual bloom. It is
always in summertime. The roots are deeply
buried in Himself; therefore the branches cannot
fade. Believer, drink hourly of this cup of joy.
Christ loved you fully when, in the councils
of eternity, He received you into His heart.
He loved you truly when, in the fullness of
time, He took upon Himself your curse, and
drained your hell deep dues.
He loved you tenderly when He showed
you, by the Spirit, His hands and His feet,
and whispered to you that you were His.
He loves you faithfully while He ceases not
to intercede in your behalf, and to scatter
blessings on your soul.
He will love you intensely in heaven when
you are manifested as His precious purchase
and crowned as His bride!
~Henry Law
Posted by: Miss Stephanie at September 1, 2004 06:00 AM